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Posts tagged “betrayal

The End That Never Comes

sun it rises, burning crimson rays on my window
it’s hopefully my last sun, oh so awful sight
now i’m weaker than my faint morning shadow
because i opened my veins to drain yesterday night

heart it beats, emptying all my blood now so cold
with fatigue it slows down cursing me for it’s fate
pain so awful, burns more like wounds of old
my pulse so pounding, hunger for death i can’t sate

i should have been gone now, banished to the deepest pits
why i still writhe in this drama of pain, pooling blood on stage
another sun on my face, why so long, when i said quits
lived a life full of lies, can’t live more to write another page

death it never comes for me, i still endure this freakish hell
sun it peaks, triumphant now burning rays on my pale face
oh so terrible that i wanted to find solace in deepest hell
clotting blood around me now, betrayed even by death’s embrace

take me to your refuge, oh angel of the fallen
denied life and now denied death i wanted to be mine
believed in all lies they taught, now i feel stolen
waiting for something in between, my soul lay supine


Give Me a Star. . .

give me a star to light my candle
sing me lullabies soothe my fear rock my cradle
forever dark tricks you played blew my light
i’m lost again give me back my sight

let me run like before let me hold your hand
let the misty sea reach our feet while we walk the sand
sing for the sky to lighten my heart i want you again
bring then lanterns to erase your shame i want you again

forgive my hollow head my pleading heart wants you near
release your shades drop your gowns my crippled senses yearn for you
feel the heat as before hear your sweet moans till i can’t bear
wash your taint i will blow my head for you

wash the taint of blood in your hand
ease the grace of shame in your face
i want to see your teary eyes again
touch your pale frame i will blow my head for you

give me a star to light my candle
in your bosom forever i want to cuddle
why you blew my sight i don’t understand
lost in a maze of darkness i don’t understand