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Insomnia

radio static oozing from ear buds
long since stations went to sleep
still that elusive feeling
of drowsiness fails to come
into the deepest oceans of dark
eyes plunge to cover and bury
nocturnal illusions mind plays
to distance the numbness of sleep
hours and minutes are frozen
on a phosphorous glow of a clock face
seconds count with an audible tick
slowly leads to madness of another
tired dawn when stations greet morning
and the hapless cycle continues


Feelings For Rain

another rainy day to be wasted inside
still wonder why the raindrops splatter
making puddles in the clay roads outside
should have drenched some other land that matter

boredom can’t be cured by a bleary cursor
of a dusty old computer screen
rain calls for eerie sense of a looser
when the sun would have called for a ball team

they would have played out in the sun
with laughter and heartfelt smiles to shine
it was just ok to have some fun
but this drizzle broke dreams and more plans than fine

sun should have called the beauties out
should have dragged them to a park on a date
rain broke plans made them complain and doubt
made another day wasted on bed with a wet taste


Save No Remorse

save no remorse for the dawn
for i have been a freak all along
all the words i said for me alone
don’t be hurt it is not your call
it meant a lot to me yesterday
that i hurt you all the day
i’m going to a far away place
just to reflect all i did
save no remorse for the dusk
light me some candles and pray
that i will reach my sanity again
because i depend on you
because I’m a freak of nature
pray because i still feel for you
even i hurt you a lot


Say not I’m boring, Forget me not

have not wars to fight
not any games to win
no aims to reach
neither promises to keep

say not i’m boring, forget me not
my light isn’t far but i can’t reach

have no fires to ignite
no candles to blow
not any cages to lock
none to open

say not i’m boring, forget me not
my light isn’t far but i can’t reach

have not any speeches to make
nor silences to keep
neither labyrinths to escape
nor places to trot

say not i’m boring, forget me not
my light isn’t far but i can’t reach

i remember the days long gone
you showed me a path, i fell in a hole
i made light for darkness to come, you blew my candle
you stole my salvation, but i stole your peace

say not i’m boring, forget me not
my light isn’t far but i can’t reach

my spirit isn’t blank nor it’s full
today dark is my days as is the night
cold is the dawn as is the dusks
i’m alone, but i forgot you not

say not i’m boring, forget me not
my light isn’t far but i can’t reach